Ok, I'm on this dangerous trend of sleeping late. I could blame it on my exams, but it's not studying that keeps me awake. It's just something or the other.
It's 12 and I watch this youtube video that's caught my attention and BAM! it's 3, regretting that I have an internet connection. And trust me, I've lived without an internet connection. Yes, that's true - in a 21st century middle class family.
My parents were always very protective of us. Anything I got addicted to, it was removed. Immediately. Although it may seem extreme, I think it was great what my parents did; made me the man I am today :)
Anyways, back to my late nights - I was watching this movie today :
It's a Christian movie about this high-roller guy who has almost everything an average person could wish for. One fine day, he gets a second chance, a chance to rectify a mistake he made years ago.
A lot is focused on how the main character finds joy in being a dad and being married and ahh that gets me so excited!
Honestly, I cannot wait to get married. To have someone to support me. Living selflessly for whom God has for me. Ahh. And kids and everything. Can't wait!
Until then, there's tonnes to do. Just going through this short phase of despondency. Not that I have a lot of responsibility, but I feel so overcome and overwhelmed sometimes. I think it's because of the exams. Always gets me away from putting my gaze on God. I must say, it is getting better.
Btw, this really encouraged me today :
"Whoever knows and obeys my commandments is the person who loves me. Those who love me will have my Father's love, and I, too, will love them and show myself to them".
ISN'T THAT AMAZING? It gets me all charged-up. Just on how God is so real and so reaching-out and just so good.
Off to bed. Another late night. Good night.
It's 12 and I watch this youtube video that's caught my attention and BAM! it's 3, regretting that I have an internet connection. And trust me, I've lived without an internet connection. Yes, that's true - in a 21st century middle class family.
My parents were always very protective of us. Anything I got addicted to, it was removed. Immediately. Although it may seem extreme, I think it was great what my parents did; made me the man I am today :)
Anyways, back to my late nights - I was watching this movie today :
It's a Christian movie about this high-roller guy who has almost everything an average person could wish for. One fine day, he gets a second chance, a chance to rectify a mistake he made years ago.
A lot is focused on how the main character finds joy in being a dad and being married and ahh that gets me so excited!
Honestly, I cannot wait to get married. To have someone to support me. Living selflessly for whom God has for me. Ahh. And kids and everything. Can't wait!
Until then, there's tonnes to do. Just going through this short phase of despondency. Not that I have a lot of responsibility, but I feel so overcome and overwhelmed sometimes. I think it's because of the exams. Always gets me away from putting my gaze on God. I must say, it is getting better.
Btw, this really encouraged me today :
"Whoever knows and obeys my commandments is the person who loves me. Those who love me will have my Father's love, and I, too, will love them and show myself to them".
ISN'T THAT AMAZING? It gets me all charged-up. Just on how God is so real and so reaching-out and just so good.
Off to bed. Another late night. Good night.
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