Memories

Memories
along the Dubai creek

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

Day wasted.

Today, I did nothing. Honestly, nothing. Woke up at 10:30, watched Night at the Museum while I had corn flakes and then surfed a bit. Watched American Reunion(oops), surfed a bit, and then saw Night at the Museum 2.

The second part was a bit of a disappointment. What I did like was Amy Adams acting.
Anyway, from the time I woke up, I wanted to spend my time with God, but ugh! couldnt get myself to.
I just love rom-coms. They're such an escape for me. I partly wish if life was that easy/perfect/stress-free. Especially Night at the Museum 2; felt this deep need for companionship. Probably I should have been praying..

Sigh, I'm a total mess. If it weren't for God, dare think what would have become of me. Even now, I just wish, I just wish sometimes that I could do what I want to, what everyone does, but then I can't. I am crucified with Christ and I no longer live. I guess that means I have to sacrifice my selfish desires. Oh God help me.

Then, I had practice for this fundraiser. went well. There, while the others were practicing this particular song, I was reading this book : "One thing you can't do in Heaven". It was about evangelizing and how he(the author) had the heart to. One of his 'secrets' was that he didn't do it with mentality that he 'had' to do it, he did it with the mentality that he 'got' to do it. Similarly, applying it to prayer, bible reading, etc. I guess that's a lesson for me.

Returned home after that and because I was a bit hungry, went off for a late night snack to Pita Land to have some Arabic appetizers (https://twitter.com/hansiefer/status/208031325888847872/photo/1). Then had coffee and muffins- bad idea. Still awake and its 1, because of that.

While I was returning home, met two Russian(I guess) couples. One husband was petting his stomach; drunk probably. While I crossed him, he called me and asked if there were any casinos in Toronto. I was like no, but they have them at Niagara Falls. He then bid me on my way.

And now I;m home. 2 am and I've unsuccessfully tried to sleep early once again. Dear God, how do I obey you and get up early? :/

Hansie, you've got lots to do.

Adios.

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